Thursday, October 6, 2011

Almost 4 months

Here I am guys, almost at the 4th month mark.  Never would have dreamed something not life threatening could effect my life so darn much.   As I look back over the pictures and remember how hard it was to just get up and greet the day every morning for the first few weeks of RHS I am so thankful for my husband, Curtis, and my mom..  Without them, I would have crawled into a dark room and just wasted the past 4 months.  But as sick as I was, life went on.  Curtis darn well grew a foot, his voice got deeper, his hair longer, and grew so much as a person.  I am thankful I was able to be apart of everyday life without just hiding and giving up. 

Super excited as so much has improved in the last month.  Hopeful that the last bit of nerve that is damaged is healing and this time next month I will have more good news to report. 

The worse things now is the tiredness, my ears (super hearing HURTS like hell, just saying),  the eye running and the sunshine hitting the eye..  You really don't have a clue how much blinking HELPS in everyday things.. LOL 

Today's pic...  :)   the first one..  with a smile..  looking at the pic.. its just the corner of the left side of my face that is frozen.  that nerve goes all the way from nose, mouth through my ear.. 

no smile..  just how I look walking etc..  I don't think anyone can tell the eye is a bit bigger. 
hahha flash back picture.  My smile was so cute..  the hair cut. well...  LOL 


Brandy said...

I am so happy to hear of the improvement, however slow!!! I think you look great in the pics!!! And the little girl pic, awwwwww.

MomToAp said...

I am glad there is a lot of improvement this month.. You are looking wonderful.